I am here for my husband first before any other. Nothing matters to me except that I love him. I know who I am and what I need to do. All my love and devotion is for the Jew first. This is who I am: I am a devoted wife. Do you not understand me? Did you not read anything I wrote? Have you not heard anything I have said?
The Jew is my passion and my reason. I live because of my love. All other things in comparison are of no importance.
The Jew is not a Christian. I am not a Christian and I do not desire to be a Christian. I have grown past my Christian self because I want more. The Jew is not to be hated because he is not a Christian. God came to the Jew first, so do not get haughty in your immature understanding of God. Maybe I bore you? Am I saying something that has been heard before? Or perhaps I am saying something that is not life changing?
For me, this is my life and my devotion; I will never change it. I have grown past myself and I do not care about mediocre things anymore. I am thinking bigger than myself.
The Jew has believed in Messiah far before the Christians ever even knew Messiah. The Jews pray for Messiah. They are the key — we should be able to recognize Messiah by now.
God loves us both.